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Showing posts with label 2010. Show all posts

Sunday, July 21, 2013

Rapid Amnesia!

Yeaaah!! \m/

I knew I was heading towards it, 'cos my memory that I was proud of once, seemed to slip off my head in bits and pieces.
All this started roughly 3 years ago, which co-incidentally marks the beginning of the 3 rough years!!

I began forgetting names of people. Names of places. - Then it hit a stagnant. Things looked like they're not going to get any worse.

And then came a time when I started forgetting names of friends- which was a little too weird. That was round the same time I decided I wouldn't blog. I did a marathon post. A post every day, until the blog closed.
Playing with words and writing was always(still is to an extent) my forte and something I could be proud of.

Then things happened. I started making mistakes. Simple ones. I could feel the pressure in the head when I'd search for words- something which never ever happened.  Those words would eventually come to me. And then, they stopped!

There were days when I'd pick up the dictionary and stare at it because I know I am looking for a word. But I don't know which letter it starts with.
I know the word's a simple one and I've used it a million times in the past, but I don't know how it sounds any more. It all started getting embarrassing. I could speak fluently and now I'm stuck. Waiting for words to finish one sentence? Wow! I knew it had to be a dream. I wished it would end soon.
Alas! The dream never did end.

Songs I've always heard to, now remain only as tunes. Their lyrics, GONE!


I've always remembered my childhood in TRUE HD. Now, only parts of remain. I know for a fact that I remembered something about something which happened in school, until a month ago. Now- It's gone.


My passwords have always been those that are not easy to break/guess, yet impossible for me to not remember.
'At least I'm doing well in this front', thought a version of me a couple of months ago. Well well, I should've known. That day's here. I access my gmail and couple of other sites every day! And I forgot all the passwords. At once! It's like they're gone!
I forgot my laptop password too. Good thing is I bound my password with the biometrics on the laptop. I only have to swipe my finger across the fingerprint reader and it unlocks my laptop. Good!!


I just made note of all my passwords somewhere. Imagine me forgetting my  phone unlock code or my office stuff or my ATM and Internet banking credentials-- The horror of it.


Sweet Holy Mother of Memory!! - You just abandoned me :D.

Rapid Amnesia- wassup mate? You're not welcome, but you don't really care, do you?!!

Me setting a Sky Lantern free at Jomtien beach. A candle to myself !! :D

~
rohit

Monday, January 4, 2010

Adios 2009....

2009--->What an year!!..... Surely the most enlightening of all the years I've seen.. An year which released Dev-D promising Emosanal Atyachaar into my life...


Surprisingly enough, it did keep its promise.. Emosanal Atyachaar Maximum!! :D..

On another note, It also helped me maintain my success rate of losing people I valued. A trait worth a Zillion bucks! Best part is I own it ;-).. Nevertheless, it was the most enjoyable and informative one also. I ‘ve been to places I’ve longed to go to. To relieve myself of agony and pollution within myself. . I’ve done some good deeds and some not so big bads. I tried my hand at things I would never have done otherwise. I boozed and doped. Oh yes! It was just once(I don’t promise. But you’ll have to take my word on this.) . Mom/Dad- If you’re reading this, let me tell you this- I haven’t tried it again and WILL NOT either. This year helped me kill myself and reborn as myself with a LOT of changes. I’m losing ties with people again, I feel. I’m so darn lucky with this! :D.. I still love myself and I still am super fine with my outlook. Alexander, Akbar, Napolean, Hitler and blah blah still try and unnerve me.. I’ll not let em’ Win.. I promise myself. I will promise myself next year also and all the years to come. What the heck! :P


I saw some fabulous movies. Heard tunes which make me tap my feet, though I can’t dance! I didn’t either :D.. Erm, confession time-> I did dance and I think I dance oki doki kinds. I surely can’t do a Salsa or do a Bharatanatyam!! Hahaha..

It’d be the best comic video ever if someone would record ma performance lol :D..

Wrote a story, started this blog, bought a new Handycam, an amazing Bluetooth headset, a supa dupa Digital camera, tons of clothes and all these threaten to expel me out of my room now. My Room’s running low on space :-s…


Well, coming back to activities-I think I’m doing good with my Shuttle badminton and Table tennis games. I win most times. That’s satisfying enough. I’ve had 2 promotions since April. That’s good news from the career point of view. But, am I really interested in my job? I guess I am. Dunno. I’m confused. Parents keep bugging me to write my IETE papers, it’ll soon be my last sem. Who cares?? I surely don’t. They won’t also. SOON.. hehe.. Mathematics still is a difficult subject and I can’t seem to keep up with numbers L. Anything else is a cakewalk. “@7000 RPM”- That’s the name of my Bikers group. Its going great guns. At least for now. Everyone in the group is good. I like them all. All of them are very supportive, filled with ideas, energy and the zeal to ride a little more. I have a bad feeling about the group, this year. I think we’re going to dissolve. Hope not .. I’ll buy a pack of Cloves for good luck :D..


For some reason this year, I couldn't find a friend I could rely on when I needed one.' Looks like good/best friends have become a rare commodity now... I don't want to search for one either!

2009 has made me a very silent person.

Silence is something I hate and I have to live with myself now. What luck! And yeah, how the hell could I forget this!! My phone bills are at an all time low these days. Rarely have to shell more than a thousand bucks. Healthy, Wealthy and Wise is what I am now! I concluded this year a good person. Another year down the drain! High time I did some REAL BAD thingies :P..*Wicked Grin and a wicked laugh- Muhahahaha* . In all, its not that bad a deal for a rough year. I should be happy. I think I am.


Gosh~~.. I'm glad its ending... Let this year heal all the pains, misunderstandings,

hatred, betrayals and THE Traitors...




Have a WONDERFUL LIFE ahead.. Not just an YEAR..



~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....