Happy Birthday RoHiT

Happy Birthday To Me!! Happy Birthday To Me...

I know I am an year older and I am sure some of you don't really find Birthdays as days to celebrate because you're only getting an year older. I don't believe in Birthday celebrations. It’s just another day and it’s not the only day where you're getting older. I've been getting old for the last 8400 days and 1080 minutes. I love celebrating when I want to and wherever I want to. A Birthday is just another reason, and I don't despise that.

This birthday was special. I was all alone. I wanted to go far. Away from people who know me and people I know of. I wanted to release all my emotions, or may be myself if the need arose..**
**-->I'll talk about this later.

21st April- I planned on going to the railway station and take a ticket to anyplace. I later thought I probably should go and see how my college is. And so, I decided I'd go to Wanaparthy. This was the place which helped me evolve into a mature and self dependent person. It was here that I learnt the ways of life and people. I owe a lot to this place.
And so, I left for Wanaparthy that same day. I took a nice AC room for I've now become sensitive to sunlight, thanks to the air-conditioned atmosphere at work. I don't owe anything to my workplace. If it has done NOTHING good in terms of improving my life. I can't bear heat!??! The same heat I walked and played in, a few couple of years ago. Shame on me..

I made a schedule. One filled with exploring my college which is a palace. Secondly- Go to the room I stayed in, speak to the Owners and thank them for letting me stay there for 3 complete years. My room was filled with classmates, seniors and juniors most times. Cricket on the terrace and what not. It was anything but silent. I wonder how they let me stay for 3 years. Thirdly--Go to the mess I ate in, for all three years. Food there was heavenly. Haven't eaten anything more satisfying after I left that place. I didn't want to see any friends there for I wanted some exclusive time for myself. Time to let all my emotions out and God knows what else!

I went to my room. The house looked just the same. No changes. The mosquito mesh we had put on the windows were still on. The owners stayed on the ground floor and my room was on the first. There was no second though!! I went straight to the ground floor and knocked the door. A girl opened the door and I never saw her in my three year stay. I asked her about "SBH Ravi" and she said the family moved to Hyderabad as he got transferred. SBH was the Bank he worked in and he was better known as SBH Ravi. I was disappointed. I came out. I took a picture of the house and my Room. It was already occupied by someone. The owners changed, it didn't feel like my room and I didn't want to go upstairs. It was all changed.

A little distance away was my mess. I could see the board in the same exact place. The board wasn't well maintained. It never was... I went into the mess to find it empty. I called out Raju's name a couple of times and in vain. Right next to the mess was his father's place. I asked his father and he said the mess is now at a different place, a street away. And so, I went to the new location for the mess and saw Raju. He didn't change a bit. He was the same thin guy who could wear a "Medium" shirt and would still look small for the Shirt. But he always chose to wear an XL shirt. With the shirt over-dressing him and his sleeves folded all the way till his elbows, he looked like quite a character with his ever frantic expressions. I went next to him and said Hi. He replied back with just a Hi. I've changed a great deal. I've gotten fatter and I have a hair do. I never had a hair do till i was 19. I couldn't have one actually. Anyways, I asked him if he recognizes me and he said "Rohit ninnu ela marichipota"(Rohit, how can I forget you.). I was happy but he was busy. His mess was full and he had to cater to them. I went inside and his wife was also there. She was the one who'd cook for us. She exclaimed when she saw me and that was satisfying. She could identify me! We spoke for a while and I almost was dying to eat some food there. The mess was full and I asked her if she could parcel full meals for me and she said she can't because they've run out of parcel covers. I told her I'd come back in the evening. Gave her 500 bucks as a token of gratitude for the three years. She was reluctant but insistence works all the time. The mess changed place and they changed too.

I then saw my college. It didn't look all that charming. It was painted in white. It looked better without colour. It had that hue of orange and pale pink on its walls previously which gave it that Royal charm. The broad steps on both the sides, manned by the Lions was still there. It was a nostalgic moment. A tear nearly broke out and as usual, I managed to imprison it AGAIN.
Slowly, I climbed the spiral stairs made of teak wood. feeling the single tall smooth log in the center. I probably never climbed these stairs this slowly. I am not sure if I ever climbed them one step a time. I reached top and the big bee hive was still there. Somethings don't change and I was happy at least it didn't. I took pictures of all my classrooms and the King's chamber with the Big dome. And then a lady told me I was not supposed to be up here because its exams time for the students. I told her I studied here and she wouldn't give in. And then came another lady who worked there and I recognized her. I got talking to her and she recognized me too. And then I took some more time upstairs, exploring the rooms and the classes. The view from the top. It was amazing. But it still had changed. The college, its colour, the classrooms were re-assigned and most things had changed.
For a while, I couldn't come to terms with all these changes. I couldn't digest the fact that the owners had changed places, the mess changed, the college coloured in white and the classrooms re-assigned. It was too much to handle. May be because I let it take over a major part of me and my emotions.

I went back to the hotel room. Had lunch and got thinking over lunch. I came here to release my emotions locked inside of me or a probable option of ending myself. But I couldn't. Two people prevented this. I may be will owe them for this in the future. But I don't now. They made my birthday and they made me feel special. I still didn't celebrate my birthday. I will celebrate every other day. I will celebrate today, tomorrow and may be day after also, if I feel like. I just didn't feel like, on April 22nd.
For the first time, I was over flooded with birthday wishes and text messages. Some of them faced the message --"The Airtel number you are trying is busy. Please stay on the line or call again later." a couple of times. Some of them kept trying and some tired, left a text instead.
Thank you everyone. 23 years now, I know I have to Shift+Delete a few people from my life because they already have deleted me and I am not any worth to them. But I can't. They have been a part of my growing story. A story which has let me grow on a linear graph. You people may have forgotten my birthday this year. But come on! There's always the next one ;).. Thanks to you people also for making me wait for your wishes and never getting them. I think thats what is a surprise. A wish from the regular people is never a surprise.

You are alive for another year dude.. Time to celebrate. Today**wink wink**...

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

Enough to Satisfy our NEEDS..NEVER enough to Satisfy our GREED..

Yes...
We have Enough to Satisfy our NEEDS. But it NEVER is enough to Satisfy our GREED..

Mr.X bags a job with plump salary and he has more than enough to satisfy all his luxuries. He comes across a friend with a plumper salary and he sees what can be done with a little more money. The craving starts there and it evolves into greed. By hook or by crook Mr.X climbs up the ladder and he earns more. He still has more and enough of the dominating Green Paper in his wallet and guess what?? He can't afford the new car in town which supposedly winks and acts cupid. And there goes Mr.X in his Pursuit of Happiness!! It goes on and on aaaaand its endless.
Surprisingly, it is here that Mr.X loses all interest on Charity and good deeds and chases all his goals which are set by his Greedy Eyes.

Ms.Y goes to a function and her eyes pop out at the sight of the well spread buffet dinner. Yummy!! I love Gulab Jamun!! WoW! There also is chocolate pudding. I'm feeling lucky- they also have Palak Paneer. My God! Its my Favourite... Ooooh the Biryani looks damn tasty.. Whaaat!! Jalebis?? I'm in for a Royal Treat today.. Oh God Please let me eat all this for today and without gaining weight. All Done, tummy full, three burps done and then the host says "Did you try the Fruit Salad and the Pastries on the other side?".. Ms.Y knows she can't hog anymore and she gives that extra mile effort and successfully hogs on the Fruit Salad and the Pastries.
Triumphant, she walks with great discomfort and wonders why she couldn't resist all of it. This feeling soon disappears and normalcy takes over.
Greed plays its own role here. Fatso Ms.Y knew there was more than enough on the menu and she still wanted to taste all of it. Wonderful! Khaate Raho... Jeete Raho.. You're the Wonderwoman Marvel comics speaks about. But you do better wonders. Bravo!!!

Mr.Z is a very happy man with a Happy family of 3. He's celebrating his 3rd Anniversary next month. With one of the best jobs in town, a loyal wife and a playful kid, Mr.Z brings envy to every married eye. He has everything that he should have in life. But Mr. Z thinks otherwise. Everything in life? Just one Wife? Life is so monotonous. The same job, the same lady at home and on bed. I need a change. A good one.
And here he goes, on his epic quest for a person with whom he can have his so called "Need a change" physical intimacy. Greed for better sex, better looks, a younger partner. And so he succeeds. Quite an accomplishment. Mr. Z is known for his amazing managerial skills and so he manages his family with his extra-marital relationship. He hosts his 3rd Wedding Anniversary in style. Its one of the best. He's in the best of his moods and his Wife can't expect anything better. Drinks time. One, Two and Three. Rounds after rounds and then truth starts to flow. He speaks about his fiery relationship with the new hot chick with his friends and they are amazed. They are jealous and they wished they were Mr.Z too.
Mr.Z just passed on his deadly virus to his friends. Now, they want to get Greedy too. Pursuit of Happiness!! This what life is all about?

A Country shares borders with a weaker nation and it knows it can overpower the weakling without breaking sweat. Why would they want to show their skills on the weaker nation??
I was the 3rd biggest country in the world. A few thousand miles added to my existing borderline will make my country the 2nd Biggest. And, I don't have to do anything. My Countrymen will wage war on the other country and will capture its land. Hahaha! I'm growing bigger. And so it happens. Greed for land ultimately takes lives, Leaves people blank with memories of the once happy land which is now their neighbour's.

And then there are folks who want to take relations to another level without even spending a minute to think if the other person would approve the so called "Next Level" relationship.
X and Y are 2 people who can't keep off each other. They are the Best of Friends. Everything is going great. And then starts Quake time!! Y is greedy and wants X forever. Here starts the rift between a lovely relationship called Friends and it finally ends in a place called Splitsvilla! These once upon a time BEST FRIENDS are no longer friends. All this because of a small imbalance in thoughts which changes whatever happens next in a very bad way for X and Y.

It is one of the biggest diseases mankind has. It is what shows dreams of a good future whilst destroying you and people you involve in your quest to satisfy your hunger. I don't have a solution to it, for I am sick. So are you. There's no medicine for it. Nor does a prayer heal it. All you need to have is a sense of Contentment and that will make sure you're on the right track in your journey called Life.
Get Well Soon!!

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

Aaall Izz Well :)

Yeah Yeah! I know I haven’t written anything in a long time. I’d often get this instinctive impulse to write something, and I would then sit down and conjure up some pseudo intriguing opening line and then... Doughnuts!! Nothing but an empty space. I have been pondering about things to write about but I really wasn't in a comfortable situation-physically as well as psychologically(I haven't gone SANE yet:P).

Well, anyways, here's the update the time being ;)--->

I now am able to move my arm without much discomfort and typing is not a problem now.. I have been typing for the last couple of days. One week bed rest at home was amazing. Though I still have to do my clothes. I think I'll do it later.
I'd get busy with work starting tomorrow. Work Again!
And I'm actually looking forward to getting back to work. Though the cab travel for 1 and half hours will prove uneasy for my knee. That's ok :)..
Aal Izz Well !

Since I really can't to much activity, most of my time this week has been spent/wasted browsing sites, reading blogs, playing Mafia wars and a little bit of chatting.
But, this state of mine also welcomes a lot of uneasy thoughts which flash clips of the past in my mind. Parts I'd love to relive and also avoid..
My friend lost his mother yesterday and I went to his place.
I had no words but the first thing he asked me was "What happened to you and why is your hand bandaged and you're limping. Why?".

This moved me a lot. He just lost his mother and he still has room for other thoughts. The human mind is something I really love. He was surely in a state of great grief and shock. Yet, he could actually show concern and sympathy. I couldn't answer him for a moment. I didn't know what to tell him. I then told him what happened, in short. And then came another question from him and then another one. I really couldn't ask him anything nor speak to him about anything.
I came back home and my mood was a little off- I guess I was still trying to come out of the sympathy he showed me. I don't know! I doubt I ever will.

Today: I guess I was in the best of my moods. Rearing to go to work from tomorrow. Hand responding well and the knee showing signs of recovery. It was all fine till late evening. Dinner done. I was watching the Hockey World Cup- India vs Pakistan!
The game was full of adrenaline rushes. Indians displayed some wonderful energy levels and proved who the dominating side was.
It was then that I laid my eyes on a gift cover. Something I haven't opened for a long time. It was something I didn't accept. It was something which couldn't be discarded either, just cos of the respect I have for the person who gifted it to me.
Anyways... I walked to my cupboard and took the cover. Opened it, just to find a greeting card and a coffee mug. I wasn't sorry for anything but it just sparked that moody ass in me switched me OFF!
And there I go, till now, pondering about all that happened. Darn this brain- I have this gift of forgetting things and people. Why can't I forget this?
Looks like I still have my share of misery left :D..
Alright, high time! I have to play Spiderman3 now. The freakin' Lizard is one tough dude to beat. I'm gonna beat him for good today.
If you're wondering why I'm bandaged and limping... Its a loooong story :D.. COMING SOON is a blog on that :P.....
Good night folks!

Aaall Izz Well ;-)

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

Unusual Encounters

About an hour ago, me and my colleagues were in the cab, on our way back home. Ziauddin started a topic I am very interested in- "GHOSTS". He asked the cab driver Dattu about something or someone another cab driver had seen a week ago. And like most topics, this topic didn't intend on dying soon. With each ending story, started another one and this went on till we reached Panjagutta, where WE very religiously stop each day to have our early morning breakfast :D.. Oh, I realise it should be "very early morning breakfasts".
03:15 AM and we're done with our breakfast. We head to a nearby Irani cafe and order 5 cups of Irani tea, one with "extra malaai". And yeah, thats for me :P..
03:30 and we're done with our pre-bed tea also. For some reason, no one started the topic again. It was running in my mind since I've had quite some trysts with the supernatural.
Mine was the second drop and as usual, I got down on the main road and walk to my place, instead of having the cab drop me at my place. I call it a "Morning walk".
I was walking along, humming a tune. I've bad throat, so I wasn't singing. The entire lane was filled with dogs. It always is. But today, it was different. They were all awake and kinda alert. The topic was still running in my head and I wasn't scared. Not anymore!
I reached the turning towards my lane and there was this heap of sand. Someone was constructing an extra floor over there. I crossed this heap and a sudden chill surged from my toes to my ears. It was more like there was someone or something which was walking along with me. There was no sound, nor could I see anything. But, I felt a presence which intended no harm. It was more like it wanted to walk along, just like that!
I opened the apartment gate, walked along, went through the lawn and I could still feel it.
If only I could confirm its presence, I would have stopped and probably started a conversation. I reached the stairs and I then felt like someone was staring at me. It wasn't uneasy but it wasn't comfortable either. I don't know what it was or if there was anything at all. Whatever it was, it didn't want to mask its presence. It walked along at the same pace as I did and climbed the stairs just as I did.
I opened the door, untied my shoes, washed my face and went into the kitchen to get a bottle of water and I felt the same presence, this time in front of me. I felt very uneasy this time, because this is not where it stays or should stay.
I'm here, typing this post in my room-I feel its presence around and who knows? This thing probably is reading all that I type, over my shoulders.!!

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

Once 40,000. Now JUST 1,411 left!!

The very sight of this magnificent creature makes people stand awestruck and amazed at nature's wonderful creation whilst dominating us in its presence. Supposed to be our Country's National Animal- The Tiger is now facing something it didn't encounter, a century ago.. Humans. We humans are posing a great threat to the Tiger population.
Tigers are poached for their skin, teeth, claws and its genitals. It makes me hang my head in shame each time I see or read about animal poaching, not just Tigers, for I know I am a part of the more dominating and cruel species called Man.


From around 40,000 at the turn of the last century, there are just 1411 tigers left in India. If we don’t act now, we could lose this part of our heritage forever.
What started as a Royal Sport during the olden times is now a target of Poaching and Depleting Habitat. Our National Animal is fighting for its life!
We deprived the Tigers from their natural habitats and restricted them to small patches of greenery called Tiger Reserves. They were happy and didn't intervene. Neither did they revolt. If this wasn't enough, we're going into their lands and poaching them. How much more? Religious superstitions and misconceptions about "MAGICAL" properties each part of the Tiger has, has led to its near extinction. PLEASE think more than twice before you even think of hurting this magnificent creature. Any animal for that matter. Protect the nature and take part in its well being and Nature will make sure we greedy creatures get a lot more than we deserve.


Our National Animal is Fighting for its Life. Show your SUPPORT!!

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Every little contribution helps. Raise your Voice, show your support. We can NOT let our National Animal fight its battle alone. Do what is Right. The Right thing is to make sure the Tigers are given their basic rights- To live without fear.

To everyone who reads this blog: Please Join the Roar even if you don't have time to support the cause. Every Roar strengthens the chain.

Note: Some content has been directly copied from www.saveourtigers.com.

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

Out of all the Punishments in the world, this one?? Why me?

And now, I'll have to follow a diet, avoid some fruits, vegetables and super tasty eatables to keep my hands to myself. All this for more than a couple of weeks ATLEAST!:O :O :O
Damn my FWCKED UP luck!!
Won't stop me from blogging though ;)..

Well, these are some things I should avoid...
Soybean products, eggs, nuts, wheat and maize should be avoided.
Sour foods like pickles, curds, etc.
Salt must be reduced in the diet.
Fruits and Vegetables with high acidic content in them.

If I am not supposed to eat the above products or their by-products, WHAT THE HELL am I supposed to eat?? Drink water and Live??

What's worse is, the restrictions aren't limited only to my food intake/diet. I am also not supposed to touch or get in close contact with animals. I can't imagine of a more worse torture to me. I mean, if I can't play with dogs, cats, pigeons, hatch-lings, how am I supposed to keep myself happy? Only with my Lappy?? :O...
I so so despise this life... But it has to go on and since it has to, I have to too.. >:P..
I'll see you guys later. Its time I downed a glass of tomato juice.. YUCK!

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

A Season or a Lifetime??

"People come into your life for a reason. A Lifetime or a Season."-- I stumbled across this line in an email a friend sent me. You will find the entire content after I do some talking :D.. A little patience is all you'll need! :-)

How true this is! When I take sit comfortably, close my eyes and think about all the people who come into my life, for a day, for a month, for an year, a couple of years, some for a lifetime.. I actually understand how much impact each one of them make. Each person with his/her own reason(s).

I however don't agree on the fact that Destiny has its own role and how there's a plot in everyone's life which entangles with other's lives... This is absolute non-sense, I feel.... Anyways, this is how I feel...
Here's the rest of the content from the email.... A lot of it is true, some parts of it are assumptions... Here it goes.....

"People come into your life for a reason. A Lifetime or a Season.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person...
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need either of you have expressed..

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support..
To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are. (Here's where I disagree. There is nothing which is god-sent. You make relations and you're not forced to make one. This probably is because I don't believe in a Supreme being which gives/revokes rights to us. I don't term myself an atheist either. If people have followed something for centuries, there has to be something solid which still makes them follow/believe it. But I ain't one amongst em'!!)
They are the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.(I Disagree again! Its not always that our need has been met, desires fulfilled, and their work-Done..)
Its now time to move on!!


Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh...
They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe me, it is real. But only for a Season!


Lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons.
Things you must build upon, in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the Lesson.

Love the person and put what you have learned, to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that Love is Blind but Friendship is Clairvoyant.

TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN A PART OF MY LIFE. TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BROUGHT ME ENDLESS HAPPINESS AND ENDLESS SORROWS, TEARS FILLED WITH LAUGHTER AND THOSE WITH PAIN. TO THOSE WHO HELPED ME BECOME SOCIAL AND THOSE WHO DETACHED ME FROM IT.
TO ANYONE WHO HAS COME ACROSS ME IN MY LIFETIME, PROVIDING ME A NEW INSIGHT INTO LIFE WITH EACH ENCOUNTER---"THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE. WHETHER YOU WERE FOR A REASON, A SEASON OR A LIFETIME."

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

I'm a poet and I didn't even knoet!!

When I look around for a person I can rely on, a friend,
I quickly step back if this person will follow the trend...

Often while asleep, I take a walk into the past,
Only to find myself waking up last...

I asperse myself with these thoughts running in and out of my head.
Makes me wonder later if all this is real and if I am alive or I'm dead...

A little bold and a little scared,
I take pride in all that is spared...

Was I that bad a friend, so much that you all left me to my mercy.
Stranded, only to find you lovely people on the other side of the sea...

I could have been a much merrier person if only a couple of you didn't betray my trust.
Though splittng was my call, thinking of you, my friends is a must...

It is something I don't control.
My mind, I guess has gone for a stroll...

Did I demand much from you? Did I ask for anything more than friendship?
Tell me for once if I wasn't true...
That you still torment my thoughts draining the very life out of it with a whip...

The air smells fresh and sky looks clear now.
I know I have to jump across the fence. But how?

If being me promises a life of solitude isttead of solidarity,
I'll show the world I can still live it my way, without pity...

To all those people who gave up on me and to those who didn't think I was worth their time-
I'll not prove a point or my worth, for I know what I am made of. I will still reach my destination...

If you ever thought I was lazy,
I know I am. Also a little too crazy...

If relations are meant to be played with and if you think its a game,
I'd rather choose to move away, with a promise never to take your name.

After reading this, I know you'd probably curse me and give a stare.
I'd bother the least and all I want to say is "Please take care."

These lines are an excerpt of what runs in my mind. All credits to a few people who managed to leave a scar in my life.. I'll treasure them... I can’t promise forever, but will treasure them as long as I can.. Its a difficult job to keep it within myself. I will never take names. Rest assured...

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

~~~Sleepless mornings!!

Since my new job responsibility requires me to work permanently in a shift I hate; I reach home at 3am.. Timings to which I've forced myself to sleep. I'm now sleeping anywhere between 7am and 10 am, after a good/bad/ok day at office.

Nothing is worse than to do something you know WILL assure you NO sleep for the rest of the day. I signed into gmail, and read some conversations which promise sleeplessness. And why??:-/ :-?...
Darn me!! I still want to see if I was the culprit during that mammoth emotional episode. Why the hell would I want to blame myself.. I should stick a sign on my Monitor. Something which reads "Look left, Look right. Look up, Look down. Touch yaa chin, make a fist, whack yaa rib cage. Call it a KO!".. I wonder when I'll get rid of this.. Looks bleak. Each time I read em', I drown into this BLUE HOLE of emotions. One good thing is, I've become a swimmer capable enough to get out of the hole and its overpowering gravity. A lil' dizzy now and a lil' steady later, I set on a mission to set things fine AGAIN. ~~BLUE HOLE↓↓↓~~ AAAL IZZZ WELL :).. If only this line would be of genuine use! Nevertheless, I've dug my own grave for today. Can't sleep in comfort. A nightmare would be a welcome guest considering the fact that I'll have to be asleep for that... Anything for some sleep !!
Haha.. such a coward. I should delete those conversations but I need them for a day I'm waiting for very eagerly. A day I'd lose all my memory. I need a heavy jolt of current to get me awake and something which'd bring me back to life--> These once upon a time good conversations with a once upon a time good friend.

And I know whats running in that heavy head of ya's... Its you that I am talking to.
Hello.. You, the reader. You must be thinking why I'm talking like a loser and why I can't get back to the friend I am talking about..
You should read the book 20,000 Leagues Under The Sea. Its not a realistic situation, you see.
Naah, you don't see :D.
Well, enough of my ramblings. This blog also is a good medium to get me back to my senses when I lose them :D..
If you're someone I know personally, don't do a Euthanasia on me before you try showing me my blog. If I still can't, please feel free to practice Euthanasia on me, if its a legal thingy in India then :).

Alright, time for a jog.
Healthy, Wealthy and Wise?? If that's the case, your life's missing the Spice!! (And, yeah!! I know I am a budding poet :D )

--
RoHiT.....

Adios 2009....

2009--->What an year!!..... Surely the most enlightening of all the years I've seen.. An year which released Dev-D promising Emosanal Atyachaar into my life...

Surprisingly enough, it did keep its promise.. Emosanal Atyachaar Maximum!! :D..

On another note, It also helped me maintain my success rate of losing people I valued. A trait worth a Zillion bucks! Best part is I own it ;-).. Nevertheless, it was the most enjoyable and informative one also. I ‘ve been to places I’ve longed to go to. To relieve myself of agony and pollution within myself. . I’ve done some good deeds and some not so big bads. I tried my hand at things I would never have done otherwise. I boozed and doped. Oh yes! It was just once(I don’t promise. But you’ll have to take my word on this.) . Mom/Dad- If you’re reading this, let me tell you this- I haven’t tried it again and WILL NOT either. This year helped me kill myself and reborn as myself with a LOT of changes. I’m losing ties with people again, I feel. I’m so darn lucky with this! :D.. I still love myself and I still am super fine with my outlook. Alexander, Akbar, Napolean, Hitler and blah blah still try and unnerve me.. I’ll not let em’ Win.. I promise myself. I will promise myself next year also and all the years to come. What the heck! :P

I saw some fabulous movies. Heard tunes which make me tap my feet, though I can’t dance! I didn’t either :D.. Erm, confession time-> I did dance and I think I dance oki doki kinds. I surely can’t do a Salsa or do a Bharatanatyam!! Hahaha..

It’d be the best comic video ever if someone would record ma performance lol :D..

Wrote a story, started this blog, bought a new Handycam, an amazing Bluetooth headset, a supa dupa Digital camera, tons of clothes and all these threaten to expel me out of my room now. My Room’s running low on space :-s…

Well, coming back to activities-I think I’m doing good with my Shuttle badminton and Table tennis games. I win most times. That’s satisfying enough. I’ve had 2 promotions since April. That’s good news from the career point of view. But, am I really interested in my job? I guess I am. Dunno. I’m confused. Parents keep bugging me to write my IETE papers, it’ll soon be my last sem. Who cares?? I surely don’t. They won’t also. SOON.. hehe.. Mathematics still is a difficult subject and I can’t seem to keep up with numbers L. Anything else is a cakewalk. “@7000 RPM”- That’s the name of my Bikers group. Its going great guns. At least for now. Everyone in the group is good. I like them all. All of them are very supportive, filled with ideas, energy and the zeal to ride a little more. I have a bad feeling about the group, this year. I think we’re going to dissolve. Hope not .. I’ll buy a pack of Cloves for good luck :D..

For some reason this year, I couldn't find a friend I could rely on when I needed one.' Looks like good/best friends have become a rare commodity now... I don't want to search for one either!

2009 has made me a very silent person.

Silence is something I hate and I have to live with myself now. What luck! And yeah, how the hell could I forget this!! My phone bills are at an all time low these days. Rarely have to shell more than a thousand bucks. Healthy, Wealthy and Wise is what I am now! I concluded this year a good person. Another year down the drain! High time I did some REAL BAD thingies :P..*Wicked Grin and a wicked laugh- Muhahahaha* . In all, its not that bad a deal for a rough year. I should be happy. I think I am.

Gosh~~.. I'm glad its ending... Let this year heal all the pains, misunderstandings,

hatred, betrayals and THE Traitors...

Have a WONDERFUL LIFE ahead.. Not just an YEAR..

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....