A Season or a Lifetime??

"People come into your life for a reason. A Lifetime or a Season."-- I stumbled across this line in an email a friend sent me. You will find the entire content after I do some talking :D.. A little patience is all you'll need! :-)

How true this is! When I take sit comfortably, close my eyes and think about all the people who come into my life, for a day, for a month, for an year, a couple of years, some for a lifetime.. I actually understand how much impact each one of them make. Each person with his/her own reason(s).

I however don't agree on the fact that Destiny has its own role and how there's a plot in everyone's life which entangles with other's lives... This is absolute non-sense, I feel.... Anyways, this is how I feel...
Here's the rest of the content from the email.... A lot of it is true, some parts of it are assumptions... Here it goes.....

"People come into your life for a reason. A Lifetime or a Season.
When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person...
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need either of you have expressed..

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support..
To aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually.
They may seem like a godsend and they are. (Here's where I disagree. There is nothing which is god-sent. You make relations and you're not forced to make one. This probably is because I don't believe in a Supreme being which gives/revokes rights to us. I don't term myself an atheist either. If people have followed something for centuries, there has to be something solid which still makes them follow/believe it. But I ain't one amongst em'!!)
They are the reason you need them to be.
Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time,
this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end.
Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away.
Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand.

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done.(I Disagree again! Its not always that our need has been met, desires fulfilled, and their work-Done..)
Its now time to move on!!


Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.
They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh...
They may teach you something you have never done.

They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy.
Believe me, it is real. But only for a Season!


Lifetime relationships teach you lifetime lessons.
Things you must build upon, in order to have a solid emotional foundation.
Your job is to accept the Lesson.

Love the person and put what you have learned, to use in all other relationships and areas of your life.
It is said that Love is Blind but Friendship is Clairvoyant.

TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BEEN A PART OF MY LIFE. TO EVERYONE WHO HAS BROUGHT ME ENDLESS HAPPINESS AND ENDLESS SORROWS, TEARS FILLED WITH LAUGHTER AND THOSE WITH PAIN. TO THOSE WHO HELPED ME BECOME SOCIAL AND THOSE WHO DETACHED ME FROM IT.
TO ANYONE WHO HAS COME ACROSS ME IN MY LIFETIME, PROVIDING ME A NEW INSIGHT INTO LIFE WITH EACH ENCOUNTER---"THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE. WHETHER YOU WERE FOR A REASON, A SEASON OR A LIFETIME."

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

I'm a poet and I didn't even knoet!!

When I look around for a person I can rely on, a friend,
I quickly step back if this person will follow the trend...

Often while asleep, I take a walk into the past,
Only to find myself waking up last...

I asperse myself with these thoughts running in and out of my head.
Makes me wonder later if all this is real and if I am alive or I'm dead...

A little bold and a little scared,
I take pride in all that is spared...

Was I that bad a friend, so much that you all left me to my mercy.
Stranded, only to find you lovely people on the other side of the sea...

I could have been a much merrier person if only a couple of you didn't betray my trust.
Though splittng was my call, thinking of you, my friends is a must...

It is something I don't control.
My mind, I guess has gone for a stroll...

Did I demand much from you? Did I ask for anything more than friendship?
Tell me for once if I wasn't true...
That you still torment my thoughts draining the very life out of it with a whip...

The air smells fresh and sky looks clear now.
I know I have to jump across the fence. But how?

If being me promises a life of solitude isttead of solidarity,
I'll show the world I can still live it my way, without pity...

To all those people who gave up on me and to those who didn't think I was worth their time-
I'll not prove a point or my worth, for I know what I am made of. I will still reach my destination...

If you ever thought I was lazy,
I know I am. Also a little too crazy...

If relations are meant to be played with and if you think its a game,
I'd rather choose to move away, with a promise never to take your name.

After reading this, I know you'd probably curse me and give a stare.
I'd bother the least and all I want to say is "Please take care."

These lines are an excerpt of what runs in my mind. All credits to a few people who managed to leave a scar in my life.. I'll treasure them... I can’t promise forever, but will treasure them as long as I can.. Its a difficult job to keep it within myself. I will never take names. Rest assured...

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

~~~Sleepless mornings!!

Since my new job responsibility requires me to work permanently in a shift I hate; I reach home at 3am.. Timings to which I've forced myself to sleep. I'm now sleeping anywhere between 7am and 10 am, after a good/bad/ok day at office.

Nothing is worse than to do something you know WILL assure you NO sleep for the rest of the day. I signed into gmail, and read some conversations which promise sleeplessness. And why??:-/ :-?...
Darn me!! I still want to see if I was the culprit during that mammoth emotional episode. Why the hell would I want to blame myself.. I should stick a sign on my Monitor. Something which reads "Look left, Look right. Look up, Look down. Touch yaa chin, make a fist, whack yaa rib cage. Call it a KO!".. I wonder when I'll get rid of this.. Looks bleak. Each time I read em', I drown into this BLUE HOLE of emotions. One good thing is, I've become a swimmer capable enough to get out of the hole and its overpowering gravity. A lil' dizzy now and a lil' steady later, I set on a mission to set things fine AGAIN. ~~BLUE HOLE↓↓↓~~ AAAL IZZZ WELL :).. If only this line would be of genuine use! Nevertheless, I've dug my own grave for today. Can't sleep in comfort. A nightmare would be a welcome guest considering the fact that I'll have to be asleep for that... Anything for some sleep !!
Haha.. such a coward. I should delete those conversations but I need them for a day I'm waiting for very eagerly. A day I'd lose all my memory. I need a heavy jolt of current to get me awake and something which'd bring me back to life--> These once upon a time good conversations with a once upon a time good friend.

And I know whats running in that heavy head of ya's... Its you that I am talking to.
Hello.. You, the reader. You must be thinking why I'm talking like a loser and why I can't get back to the friend I am talking about..
You should read the book 20,000 Leagues Under The Sea. Its not a realistic situation, you see.
Naah, you don't see :D.
Well, enough of my ramblings. This blog also is a good medium to get me back to my senses when I lose them :D..
If you're someone I know personally, don't do a Euthanasia on me before you try showing me my blog. If I still can't, please feel free to practice Euthanasia on me, if its a legal thingy in India then :).

Alright, time for a jog.
Healthy, Wealthy and Wise?? If that's the case, your life's missing the Spice!! (And, yeah!! I know I am a budding poet :D )

--
RoHiT.....

Adios 2009....

2009--->What an year!!..... Surely the most enlightening of all the years I've seen.. An year which released Dev-D promising Emosanal Atyachaar into my life...

Surprisingly enough, it did keep its promise.. Emosanal Atyachaar Maximum!! :D..

On another note, It also helped me maintain my success rate of losing people I valued. A trait worth a Zillion bucks! Best part is I own it ;-).. Nevertheless, it was the most enjoyable and informative one also. I ‘ve been to places I’ve longed to go to. To relieve myself of agony and pollution within myself. . I’ve done some good deeds and some not so big bads. I tried my hand at things I would never have done otherwise. I boozed and doped. Oh yes! It was just once(I don’t promise. But you’ll have to take my word on this.) . Mom/Dad- If you’re reading this, let me tell you this- I haven’t tried it again and WILL NOT either. This year helped me kill myself and reborn as myself with a LOT of changes. I’m losing ties with people again, I feel. I’m so darn lucky with this! :D.. I still love myself and I still am super fine with my outlook. Alexander, Akbar, Napolean, Hitler and blah blah still try and unnerve me.. I’ll not let em’ Win.. I promise myself. I will promise myself next year also and all the years to come. What the heck! :P

I saw some fabulous movies. Heard tunes which make me tap my feet, though I can’t dance! I didn’t either :D.. Erm, confession time-> I did dance and I think I dance oki doki kinds. I surely can’t do a Salsa or do a Bharatanatyam!! Hahaha..

It’d be the best comic video ever if someone would record ma performance lol :D..

Wrote a story, started this blog, bought a new Handycam, an amazing Bluetooth headset, a supa dupa Digital camera, tons of clothes and all these threaten to expel me out of my room now. My Room’s running low on space :-s…

Well, coming back to activities-I think I’m doing good with my Shuttle badminton and Table tennis games. I win most times. That’s satisfying enough. I’ve had 2 promotions since April. That’s good news from the career point of view. But, am I really interested in my job? I guess I am. Dunno. I’m confused. Parents keep bugging me to write my IETE papers, it’ll soon be my last sem. Who cares?? I surely don’t. They won’t also. SOON.. hehe.. Mathematics still is a difficult subject and I can’t seem to keep up with numbers L. Anything else is a cakewalk. “@7000 RPM”- That’s the name of my Bikers group. Its going great guns. At least for now. Everyone in the group is good. I like them all. All of them are very supportive, filled with ideas, energy and the zeal to ride a little more. I have a bad feeling about the group, this year. I think we’re going to dissolve. Hope not .. I’ll buy a pack of Cloves for good luck :D..

For some reason this year, I couldn't find a friend I could rely on when I needed one.' Looks like good/best friends have become a rare commodity now... I don't want to search for one either!

2009 has made me a very silent person.

Silence is something I hate and I have to live with myself now. What luck! And yeah, how the hell could I forget this!! My phone bills are at an all time low these days. Rarely have to shell more than a thousand bucks. Healthy, Wealthy and Wise is what I am now! I concluded this year a good person. Another year down the drain! High time I did some REAL BAD thingies :P..*Wicked Grin and a wicked laugh- Muhahahaha* . In all, its not that bad a deal for a rough year. I should be happy. I think I am.

Gosh~~.. I'm glad its ending... Let this year heal all the pains, misunderstandings,

hatred, betrayals and THE Traitors...

Have a WONDERFUL LIFE ahead.. Not just an YEAR..

~~Peace

R.o.H.i.T....

Heights of My Boredom

Disclaimer: This wasn't meant to be on my blog.... It was meant to be in the Share/Status window on my facebook profile. Facebook gave an error :-(.. I ain't typing it here... Look at the error below ↓↓↓

RoHiT Iyer says-

HE is SAD.... is LONELY.... is EMOTIONAL... is starting to go cranky.... is UNEASY.... is BORED... is letting his mind WANDER...
All this means, I've been bored to the extent of getting emotional with all the black and white memories flashing within myself.... Which ALSO means, its time I hit the sack.... Good night/morning folks...

P.S--> If you're thinking I-- am in Love, have gotten Sane, need medical attention o' watevaa cos I'm sleeping this early..... Hell NO!! I'm fine...
Its just this rare phenomena wherein I sleep before the Sun Rises.... Later Gator!! Love y'all....~~♥ ♥ ♥ ♥~~



Oh nooo I ain't drunk either... Wicked minds.. Can't I love anyone?? D'oh.. Alright I'm off to sleep..
I want to write a blog....BADLY..... My fingers want rest too... I've been typing for more than 7 hours non-stop now.. I ain't human.... I'm a Humanoid. And yeah, Humanoids need rest too....
Ok. Final bye!
On second thoughts, is tomorrow a Monday?? Damn!! >:P
Uh oh... :-s.. Tomorrow has already entered and today is tomorrow. Which means today is MONDAY!! Double damn...
How the hell can you sleep so early, RoHiT??
RoHiT: Well uh.. stop talking to yourself dude.. You've already said a bye thrice.. Be true to your words..
Dreamy RoHiT: I know what I'm upto... tu kaaam karr re reyyyy...uh.. tu so jaa re reyyy... >:P
RoHiT: You're useless.... I'm off to sleep.. Lemme see how you'll blah blah here on Facebook without ma body... muhahahaha
Dream RoHiT: I control yaa ... Muhahahaha(double...erm triple the wicked laughs!!)
RoHiT: Dishum Dishum... TNT+RDX+Laxmi Bomb+Flower pot
Dreamy RoHiT: Main Kaun hoon?? :-/ :O...Main Kahaan Hoon ??? :P
RoHiT: Yooohooo I Won Folks!! Adios amigos now!! Good night/mornin..


Whisper~~~~> Dreamy RoHiT: I was acting, pals. I'm gonna torment him in his sleep.. You guys have a good one. ;-)

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All this happened about 40 mins ago and I don't know why I typed all this..
Anyways.. Good night/mornin peeps.. And this time, its for REAL!! ;) :P

R.o.H.i.T.....

My New Status line!!

I am in LOVE and I am NOT ASHAMED of it..... I am sticking to myself. In LOVE with MYSELF AGAIN!! Whoever said one can't fall in love twice... I'm such an ass.. such a sweetheart...such a traitor.. Love yaa best buddy...>:D<... I missed you all these days. Thanks for coming back to yourself and with the same determination.. Stay this way RoHiT.....

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I am not sure why I typed this... But I felt very full of myself. I felt content that day. I loved myself after a very long time.... The feeling still is fresh.. Oh, please stay with me!..

KurBanned 2012

Friday, 20th Nov; 7PM--> My brother calls me up and asks if tickets for Kurbaan or 2012 are available. I check Bookmyshow and find tickets for almost every show available for Kurbaan. I book tickets for the 22:00 show at I-Max. I smell puri being made at home. I tell dad that I'm going to bring some Paneer Butter Masala. I rush out and I come home with a parcel of Paneer Butter Masala-->Time 21:00 hrs.
Getting late for the show, considering my brother also has to get ready- He just reached his place after a typically tired day at work.
I gobble Puri-Paneer and shucks! I don't even remember how that supa tasty looking curry tasted like. Watta waste! :-s..
Done with dinner, dressing up and wasting quite some deo on maself. I thought this ain't tat big a Kurbaani for Kurbaan :D..
I go to my brother's place and he's having his dinner!! Woaah amazing timing :|.. I ain't shocked cos we're both late lathifs :P..hehe.. Time : 21:45 hrs !! :-s :-s
He gets ready in a jiffy, wastes some deo too :P.
Hope on ma bike and we dhoom all the way via Paradise-->Anand theatre-->KIMS-->Necklace Road-->Khairatabad Flyover-->Prasads I-Max FINALLY!! :P... We go to the parking lot and the parking charges-->10 Rupees!! ?? Wat the hell, it was 5 Rupees last month... Bloody **#$*#$** ... :-(. Once done, we don't care to take the stairs, we lept our way to the ticket counter ... We saved climbing 3 stairs that way :P.. lol.. I give my phone to ma brother and he gets the tickets after showing the Message. Time: 22:12 hrs... We're 12 mins late..
Security guards doing their job by checking us rather uncomfortably with their hands in all the wrong places.. You know what I mean don't you?? The escalators are lined up with first timers, obvious because their reluctance shows! Me and my brother race up the stairs with people wondering if one of them is a thief and the other one is chasing him to get this belongings back!! :P.. Quite a sight :D..
Finally Screen 4 F-18 and 19. We get to our seats and the song "Shukran Allah" nearly done.
Damn! We missed it...aaarghhhh... The movie started of well. The theatre was filled with couples and people in their 20s, all of them eager to watch the "SAIFEENA CHEMISTRY!!"

Movie starts with Saif and his so called sacrifice for Kareena and blah blah blah!

Only God knows what made the director and the producer accept the storyline thereafter.

The Direction I thought was fine, music was fine too. Nothing else was.

The story takes a sharp turn. Dia Mirza dies, Vivek Oberoi decides to take personal revenge without informing the cops, though he knows who the terrorists are. SAIFEENA suddenly becomes SAIF and KAREENA!

Kareena gets pregnant by then, she goes to the clinic with Saif for a checkup blah blah blah.. They have a look at the baby using ultrasound. The baby looks grown up, considering her tummy which still is zero size!! Kareena is so so Kareenated. Anything can happen when the subject is Kareena; said some great scholar! lol....

Folks at the movie hall barely could digest this and Kareena starts seducing Saif. Saif and Kareena become SAIFEENA again.

This irked people and the air was filled with giggles and some concerned folks saying "How can he/she?" lmao....

The title Kurbaan is what helps people digest this :P...

With few more twists, turns and accelerated scenes the movie comes to an end with Saif shooting himself and Kareena on her knees, Vivek with a broken hand. AMAZING!!!

200 bucks for Kurbaan = Such a waste :|

Me and ma brother decided to have some hot tea to get the Kurbrain out.. erm.. Kurbaan out of our brains :P...

Vroooommm Vrooom.. Damn! No tea stalls.. We decide to go home and I dropped him at his place, had some Alphonso ice-cream whilst watching "Double Team" starring "Jean Claude Van Damme" for the umpteenth time. I look at the watch and the Time-- 02:00 am...

I leave to ma place bidding "Garnier" to bro.

Bored, I watch "Gamer" and hit the sack at 3:30 am. I set the Alarm for 9:30 am--Need to get my Bike Serviced!!!. ZZZZzzzzzzzzz..

9:30 am and my parents are surprised I'm walking out of my room. I am sure they must've thought I was sleep walking. I smile at them and they're awe-struck.. D'oh..

10:00 am and I reach the Honda Service Centre, only find out they're not open that day.... What Luck!! :-(
Mega Disaster...Morning 9:30 after 6 hrs sleep....
Bike servicing-->A complete flop ==>disaster
Dad lost his phone.
Blocked his SIM and called Nokia to get the handset blocked, like Sony Ericsson does and helpdesk says Nokia doesn't block phones.---->GREAT!!
Went to BIG cinemas and watched 2012 with team-mates...... I had high expectations especially for 2012.. ALAS!
2012-->disaster...pakka bolly ishtyle.... damn!
Dialed my own denial into them.:D

I Dialled my own Denial.... Again!!

The world can be so beautiful, so calming, so bright....yet be cruel, ugly and dark.
I hate it when the world shows its discrimination specially when it comes to children.


This morning, I went to a local Amul outlet and I saw faces and from the looks, it seemed like they'd barely be 12 or 13 years old. They were lifting blocks of granite, and dumping them a few yards away. My heart skipped a few beats and suddenly accelerated when I saw one of them lose grip of the block and it missed his foot by a whisker.
I called the elder one, or so he looked and asked him if he'd want to go to school and study.
He gave me a sharp NO nod with a "tchh" sound. I didn't expect a better answer. Soon, the younger one came and I asked her the same. She didn't answer,but looked at the other one. He gave her the same NO nod with the exact "tchh" sound. She smiled and soon, he followed suit by smiling.
I asked them if they would ever want to go to School . Both kids smiled and I didn't quite understand their smile, this time round. It was more like a sarcastic one which probably meant "didn't we answer earlier, dumbo".....
I was about to leave, when the girl said they do this all for a lollypop each day.[She showed me one:) ]. I can't express what happened to me, it was like a sudden surge of energy discharging itself through my fingertips and I almost had goosebumps(I don't know why ,but yes I had goosebumps)...
These kids were working their limbs off, for a candy each day!...
There isn't much that I can do. Not at the moment. I only wish this world had given those kids the same life I had... The same life I thought wasn't beautiful enough..


At their age, I was busy eating a candy- whilst chasing butterflies and dragon flies and these kids are already doing an adult's job- all for a candy.
I was bribed with candies to refrain from playing with stones and they are bribed with candies to work with stones.
I only wish the world wasn't cruel to kids.
I can't become a kid and neither can any adult. The two of them were already behaving like adults, with an immature mind. I felt unfortunate to be a part of this unbalanced, discriminating , so called diverse world.
I will now be hitting my pillow. I have to leave for work in the evening. My work is nothing compared to the work these kids were doing. I only hope this thought doesn't haunt me again at work.
I Dialled my own Denial by asking these kids about something they didn't wish to be a part of. They aren't happy, yet they don't want to come out. A CANDY holds them back.


I should have asked them if they'd be willing to go to school if they're given two candies a day... Too late... Shouldn't I have?

P.S---> The girl, her name was Sri Lakshmi and the boy-Harsha.


If my formatting and grammar is outta place, it is because I am sleepy and I didn't want to waste my emotions in my dreams....

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~~PEACE~~
R.o.H.i.T.....

SHADOW: Does it Haunt or does it Follow?

Often I've had varied thoughts about this creepy, familiar figure which extends to a few feet in length from my toes on the ground. I've wondered if this entity called a "Shadow" is of any use and is of any burden to Earth. The answer has never come my way and I doubt if it ever will.
Lately, I've begun wondering if this silhouette of mine haunts me or it just follows me, as the most loyal entity ever.

I hate it when it imitates me. I hate it when it is a few extra feet longer or shorter and I also hate it when it overlaps with another one of its own kind.
The picture above was one I took when me and my Bikers Group went on a trip to Vikarabad forest. I took this picture with an intent to hurt it. Though it understands no words and no language, except to imitate my own actions., it succeeded in hurting me back by becoming one of the best pictures in my album.

It boasts of a water-fire-tamper proof suit and walks with might and pride alongside me. People call it a "SHADOW". I call it my Best Friend. Someone who would never leave me in the thick and thin of LIGHT. Helpless however it is when it is dark. Not many people have succeeded being a part of me and my life for long, even when there was light all around. I feel proud to have a very light, non-complaining, immortal entity as my best pal. I am not sure if you're haunting me or you're just following me, but I Love You. You succeeded where everyone failed. I remember you growing alongside me as far as my conscious mind goes. I feel brave when you're around.
We make a great team. Thanks for being around. :-)

--R.o.H.i.T....(Your Shadow which breathes)

A shatter within myself... A pleasant one this time....

Blow after blow, I wondered how long I'd last... I wondered how long I'd keep things to myself... I didn't know it was the final blow, for I thought the final blow would knock me out cold forever...
But, it came as a pleasant surprise when the blow blew the cover off me. I felt the breeze hit my face. The air was fresh, it was filled with an energetic smell and suddenly I felt light. Something I've not been introduced to for more than an year now.
It feels great to be back and I thank time for punching me in the face everytime I tried to stand up. I now know its not just others who can come out of situations.. I can too :D...

~~ Peace :)

You never undersood me..... Never will....

Looking back on the shortest friendship I ever had,
I cannot help but feel hopeless and sad.

Truly wishing we could have made it work.
The whole thing left me feeling like a jerk.

The picture you have of me, not corrected.
You turned away, left me feeling neglected.

I didn't get a chance to say what I feel inside.
Not the kind to dwell on self pity or the need to hide.

Unable to reach you, you went to where you feel safe,
The things you told me, I will take them to my grave,
along with so many other life ' s stories I carry with me
Hoping one day you will change your mind, friends is what I want to be.

Sorry for being imperfect, I know you are lonely and so am I
but pushing is not my style, so I guess this means you made me call it a good BYE.


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To the person who could have been my best friend for life.
Who could have saved me from the edge of the knife.....

To the person who liked Ice.
Who made me anything but Wise.

To the person who tried less than a few times.
Who explained sometimes, each in a Lie.
Who made me ask "Why me?".... WHY?

To the person who could have helped ME be MYSELF.
Who could have let me be human, instead of a toy on the shelf.....

To the person who played with my life, like a game of chess.
Who could have actually saved me from all this mess.....

To the person who never understood me.
Who will never understand me.

To the person who once ignored.
Who toyed with my emotions whenever bored......

NEVER come back into my life, for the trust now is nothing but a heap of rust.
I held our friendship close to my heart, you now leave me torn apart.
I don't wish for a time machine, cos all that happened taught me a lesson a million books couldn't have.
You could have sacrificed a little from your selfishness, a little from your desires, a little from your wants, and we still could have been friends belonging to the best league.
It hurts when I look back at the past and find my sacrifice all in vain.
Our relation is now, nothing but memories flushed down the drain.

I can curse, but that's not me. That' s not the person you knew. That's not the person you made friends with. That's not the person who loved to live life. Who loved to see smiles. Though the Smiles have vanished, the memory chip in me still hasn't gone to the extent of cursing you.
Take care my friend. All the best with all your future endeavours, challenges and relations. Good bye Champ...

--R.o.H.i.T....
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I have for long wanted to share this with someone. To let a little burden off my eyes and my mind. I don't know you, the person who is reading this and you don't know the person I'm writing this for. This was just an attempt to relieve myself at least a little from all the agony........
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